My blogging has been taking a back burner for a few days, haven't been inspired to write anything bar the mundane. We are going through some restructuring at work at the moment, meaning application forms and interviews due to the nature of public sector Human Resources departments.
After being made redundant once before, I have been insanely paranoid during the entire process.
When I was made redundant at a previous e-commerce company, I came into work one day and my unix login was deactivated, when I enquired with the sys admin why this was so, I was told he would look at it in a wee while, alarm bells rang instantly, and rightly so.
I am being interviewed for my position tomorrow, and I know that there are others in for the job, so I am not looking forward to it. If I arrive to work tomorrow and my unix login has been disabled I think I will cry.